If Only

Today I went to the Good Friday service at church and as we were singing the hymns and I was reflecting on the words I realized that I think about food how I should think about God. I would give my everything for food, it consumes me and becomes so important. That's how I know I should feel about God. That's how I want to desire God. I know I don't have all the answers and I know that I have really far to go but I am encouraged that I am starting to see these changes I want in my mind and spirit much more then the physical changes to my body. Thank you Lord that you are working in me and that you are challenging me to change.