Lord, I need you

It happened, I fell off the wagon and I mean hard! No little slip up. I fell and 3 days later I still haven't found the wagon to get back on. I knew that this was going to happen at some point but it doesn't hurt any less. Now I'm ticked at myself, I spent 3 days eating whatever I wanted... 2 of them I ate so much I felt sick! It's been a hard week. I'm currently one week into my vacation and I'm finding it incredibly hard to stick to my plan but I was still doing okay. Then I just stopped caring and rather then clinging to God I just said who cares and gave in. It was horrible, Lord I need you! I clearly can not do this on my own.